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growing pains

by dandelion hands

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i'm glad to see your faces in the most beautiful of places with just a bit of lingering fear not in the mood for talkin' don't feel much like walkin' i'll just astrally project outta here you can make the case that nothings gonna save us from this dystopian future that we're in but i think you should put your money where your mouth is because i'm absolutely certain you won't win you can make the case that everything is perfect and the evil in this world will fade away but given the chance to bite the hand that feeds me i'm sharpening my teeth every day
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lonely lonely you and you only waiting on the moon singing your signature tune true believer dopamine fever won't somebody say hello to me tonight i'm live for you to see its the end of the world end of the world end of the world end of the world but that's okay because everyone on the internets an anime girl children dying sane world crying fighting in a war started long before true believers planet healers there's value in the things they know and say tonight don't turn your eyes away (or give in to the part of your brain that says) its the end of the world end of the world end of the world end of the world but that's okay because everyone on the internets an anime girl
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i hate when i'm right and love when i'm wrong its an excuse to grow and share it in song like no one is done becoming themselves especially a carbon copy of someone else putting their personality on the shelf it hurts to live and it hurts to die so i think i'll take the better option here and waste my time because there's so much to see and much more to learn and infinite abyss awaits your interest in it's curve you waited patiently and now its finally your turn i won't give up on you
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you can't keep pretending that everything's alright the lamp is low got mother's kiss goodnight you can hear the creature stalking blood is in the air don't close your eyes the monsters here will you fight or die by their hands? you've got to act right now and take command if you don't pick yourself up and stab this demon through the heart you'll be the next victim of the abernathy ghoul no one seems to notice when you're not around invisible, town to town you're the perfect type of prey so keep your wits about here it comes steady now will you fight or die by their hands? you've got to clear your mind no time for plans if you don't pick yourself up and stab this demon though the heart you'll be the next victim oh don't be that next victim or you'll be the next victim of the abernathy ghoul
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you'd love to see the aftermath of everything that you've ever done to me burning a hole inside of my brain and keeping me up at night hoping and praying to some kind of god that one day you'll get what's right you'd hate my songs the ones with all the worthless words why won't i learn i don't belong i think there's something inside of my brain that's making it hard to heal and i'm finding it harder and harder to find somebody who knows just how i feel i'm beginning to think that brain worms might be real
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could you let me know if i did something wrong you've been kindof cold did i stay too long? i really messed up i really messed up now i really messed up i really messed up now
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you were born as a church for your mother's old ideals not given choice on who to be just told to "think and act like me" you came to be as a means to reclaim your tarnished name not given choice on how to feel and with no tools with which to heal you come to see the more you stray the more that you are pushed away you have not done what you're demanded so now you have been left abandoned you rip the chunks from your head wishing you were dead or at least a little bit sedated make sure the windows are smashed the paintings are slashed i don't want the life i'm fated is this all that there is i'm not longer a kid but the world still works the same but then you notice a plant beautiful at that growing up your windowpane time moves slow but you watch it grow through the cracks left in your soul there's no need to burn the foundation down that'll ruin all the growth you don't have to be a church you can be a garden you don't have to be a church you can just be you --- the wallpapers amazing i never thought i'd see something quite like this but to my surprise the walls fall down around me internal bliss the colors are amazing i can feel my heartbeat fading into a chorus of pure hope but to my surprise we're all here screaming softly internal bliss feel alone so i know i'm not dead yet i can't wait til we're whole again if there's something that i'm meant to see i hope it waits for me i wanna sleep out in your garden let the lovely bugs in the rain will wash me pure maybe then i'll grow what i've been missing internal bliss
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you're gonna live forever in people's hearts and souls and be passed down in memories when others get old not sure you deserve it but that's not for me to call its just who thought a failure could really save 'em you're gonna live forever become a household name, real acclaim better watch your back jack here comes shame are your brainworms tame or are they to blame? for what's going on in that head of yours it doesn't matter now but its not like it ever did before you're gonna live forever as a ball of pure hope that's distributed among people who need you the most not sure you deserve it but that's not for me to call its just who thought hope could really save 'em you're gonna live forever as an honest thought in a world of not opening up your heart may bring the pain but its not the same as same old games what's going on in that head of yours? it doesn't matter now but its not like it ever did before

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released October 31, 2020

k.k. slider - vocals on kk hucklelints
natalie filipov - vocals on growing pains pt 1
hannah lesitsky - album cover

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my name is nick heck and i make music

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